Subject: FoE Role-Play: Ramblings of the Mind Date: Wednesday, November 21, 2001 10:11 PM Okay.. I can't believe I am actually writing in a journal... how lame. Oh well.. I guess this is my new way of showing feelings.. without.. umm.. hurting anything or something. I don't know. This feels so strange.. and I feel like an idiot doing this but.. here it goes. Day one. What to write.. well.. Raven is no longer my master. Geez.. never figured that would happen, but things of unexpected nature happens. I feel betrayed for some reason. Raven was supposed to be my way to start over and to train. Well what a lovely job she did. Seems more like Darana is the one training me. I guess that means no more seeing Jerrid. Though it was nice to see him and talk to him. But I guess I won't any more. Michael.. hes rather cute.. to bad hes taken. Gah.. even if he wasn't.. he wouldn't be interested in me.. I'm just a scrawny little girl who can barely keep up her own in a lightsaber spar. Grr... blasted things, lightsabers. Just another annoyance. Its all Raven's fault! Darn it.. I can't even get this stupid thing out right.. stupid journal.. what a stupid idea... then why am I still writing? Geez.. this is addictive. Well.. I guess it can't really hurt. I guess I can safely say tomorrow I am going to work my butt off! Hmm.. I wonder if the new fashion magazine has come in.. I seriously need new clothes. Will Darana let me go to the market and buy clothes? I seriously need new ones. Pink! Gah.. why on earth do I have a sudden desire for pink clothing? Strange. Oh well.. hey! Maybe I can make a design and get it made! Nah.. that would be stupid.. hmm.. well I'm a sith trainee and I take dance classes and art and music classes.. so why not. Oh well... won't be the first time I had a stupid idea. Oh well.. Guess I will end this before it winds up as a book. Maybe next time I won't babble on so much.... Retroy Subject: FoE Role-Play: Ramblings of the mind 2 Date: Friday, November 23, 2001 7:08 PM Alright! Here we go again.. well.. whats new to report? Well.. I got Victoria to go shopping and where the crap did she get Lady Alderson? Oh well, I'm not even going to try and question it. Last time I did.. I got in trouble.. sooo.. well. This is going to be sooo sweet! Actually getting Victoria into something Pink.. and a dress no less. Maybe I should have taken it a step further and insisted on the hat.. who knows.. maybe over kill in pink might have been funny. Oh well.. its still going to be funny. Ah.. I can see it now! Victoria walks into dinner in a pink dress and a matching purse to match. Hair up in some fancy hair do with pink ribbons and black boots! I can just see the jaws drop and eyes widen. Man.. I am so going to get it after this. so what? its just a dress! Besides.. she needs some color in her wardrobe. Who knows.. I might get a few laughs out of it. Well.. I better get off and start training some.. OOO maybe I can get Victoria into ballet.. or dance classes.. won't hurt her. Then again.. it IS victoria we are talking about. Hmm.. well I guess this ends this session of babbling.. Retroy Subject: FoE Role-Play: Rambling of the Mind 4 Date: Tuesday, November 27, 2001 5:23 PM Oh man.. you won't believe the dream I had last night.. these huge pink things were chasing me! Strange thing is.. I have no clue what they are... they were like a bantha.. yet not. Really chubby.. long nose tingy.. HUGE feet.. and a really big butt. But it had a tiny tail.. and a pair of really big ears. And gah! It made the worst sound ever! And it had tusk like things coming from its mouth.. and they were pink! And scary thing was.. some where wearing dresses.. other robes.. and a few even had on ballet skirts! Scary.. I have gotta stop with this pink thoughts.. its effecting me.. Retroy Subject: FoE Role-Play: Rambling of the Mind 6 Date: Wednesday, January 16, 2002 11:29 PM WARNING! WARNING! DO NOT DRINK ANYTHING OR EAT ANYTHING! FOR UNCONTROLLABLE FITS OF LAUGHTER MAY OCCUR!! Katy C. Enjoy! "Don't interrupt me while talking to myself!" :ic: Okay.. like.. the past few nights.. that same dream of my parents.. the ship.. death.. gah! It has been going on and on and on!!! But.. last night was for some reason different.... Everyone.. and I mean EVERYONE was wearing pink. All shades of pink.. even hair was pink. It was strange. The walls were pink.. breakfast was pink. It was quite strange.. the strangest thing was.. Klaw.. pink fur.. pink bow.. pink clothes.. and.. pinks nails. I woke up laughing from fright! Oh it was strange.. him sitting at breakfast picking at pink pancakes.. oh it was strange. And for some reason.. there was a strange "happy" music sound in the back ground. And then I saw him skip off!! It was scary and funny at the same time. Thank goodness of everything it was just a dream! I was afraid I had flipped my lid...maybe I have.. or maybe I need to stop with the pink obsession. To late.. almost one-fourth of my clothes is pink. Now come to think of it.. it would be interesting to see Klaw with a tuff of pink fur on his head. Yes.. that would be funny. But then again.. how long would I be able to outrun him if I proposed that idea? Not long I suspect. Maybe I should take someone with me when I ask Klaw.. no.. that person might actually find it funny... okay.. so I'm going to go now.. Art class calls.. fun.. more paint.. Pink!!! Retroy Would you consider wearing pink????????
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